Wednesday, December 29, 2010
My mood is better... but the cramps every mth make me really suffer..i wonder when can stop suffering from this kind of cramps..someone told me after u give birth the cramps will be gone...wonder how true it is? lol...i hope next time i give birth **pray hard the cramps will gone FOREVER!~**Actually i dun really mind to come "auntie" every mth but..STOP the cramps..i oso dun wan rely on my pontan pills.. i scared one day dun work anymore..argh... den must take stronger pill... zzz not good for my body too...haiz..but nv eat pills i really cant stand the pain..Ytd i feel so emo.. thanks to Hui Hian Jie chat with me on msn..after that i feel better... cos my hubby kinda tired..he slept from 5plus in the evening till next morning... as in today morning..but before i go to bed ytd ard 11plus to 12.. i sms him...after that i guess he woke up and pee ba...he did called me and sms me.. but i on it silent...when i saw it again is already 1am liao... den i nv sms or called back...this morning, when i woke up i never sms him.. as he working cant on hp ma.. so nv sms him lor...but he juz sms me.. asking havent wake up ma?i replied wake up le having cramps.. lying on bed play com..ask him dun worried me i am like tat when i come menses..i know he love me alot alot de and cares for me...juz tat i am scared of the nightmare come true that all...haiz... phobia i guess.. till now he hasnt repiled.. lol~but still guess he cares for me..i going to pack and clear my cupboard ...clear clothes that i dun wan anymore... time to bring it over to hubby place...actually i dun wish to clear today.. as the menses...but since after eating the pills, i feel better den why not... haha..but i feel so tired as last nite nv slp well at all...lol~~ worried will stain.. hahaha...i guess here is the place for me to note my happy and unhappiness ba.. lolpls i have a bad flu lol.. nose going to drop liao.. haha but i like..~~mad rite.. i dunno why i love flu so much.. mayb bcos i hardly sneeze LOL~ok ~ pen off now..
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