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Wednesday, October 05, 2011


Hello, i am here to blog...
i am kinda stress over my studies.. i wanna to do well as is my hub hard-earned $$
on other hand, i am stress as i am not working...
i dun wan my hubby to be so xin ku...
seeing him like this hurts me... but he doesnt know...

he thinks i only know how to spend his money and dun wan work..
but i wan to take a diploma is to find better job..
if not why i wanna go back study so much..
also wanna make our life easier when i have a dip..
i dun wish to be forever working as an admin...
who knows my feelings..?

Answer is NOBODY! i guess...
who dun wan work long term and stay at a good work place..?
who likes to change jobs like changing clothes..?
nobody right..? maybe bcos last time i work always kanna bully..
den end up i quit.. tat was when i am young...
and company closed down or shifted...
what can i do...? my fault...
just consider i am suay lor...
u think i feel good to dun work...

I just wanna to find a long term commitment job too...
nobody knows how i feel , is not i dun wan work..
u all know.. i been xian qi for not having gd qualifications..
and i feel so hurt.. and the employer sound so sarcastic
ppl also dip which i only have ite cert... is not i dun wan work...

ppl look down on me i must not look down on myself if i do..
den i can go and die liao...
argh,.. i am going crazy le,. who knows..!!??


just hope my hubby will understand one day...



she left her palace ~

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