Wednesday, October 05, 2011
Hello, i am here to blog...i am kinda stress over my studies.. i wanna to do well as is my hub hard-earned $$on other hand, i am stress as i am not working...i dun wan my hubby to be so xin ku...seeing him like this hurts me... but he doesnt know...he thinks i only know how to spend his money and dun wan work..but i wan to take a diploma is to find better job..if not why i wanna go back study so much..also wanna make our life easier when i have a dip..i dun wish to be forever working as an admin...who knows my feelings..?Answer is NOBODY! i guess...who dun wan work long term and stay at a good work place..?who likes to change jobs like changing clothes..?nobody right..? maybe bcos last time i work always kanna bully..den end up i quit.. tat was when i am young...and company closed down or shifted...what can i do...? my fault...just consider i am suay lor...u think i feel good to dun work...I just wanna to find a long term commitment job too...nobody knows how i feel , is not i dun wan work..u all know.. i been xian qi for not having gd qualifications..and i feel so hurt.. and the employer sound so sarcastic
ppl also dip which i only have ite cert... is not i dun wan work...ppl look down on me i must not look down on myself if i do..
den i can go and die liao...
argh,.. i am going crazy le,. who knows..!!??just hope my hubby will understand one day...
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