Monday, February 20, 2012
hello so long nv update busy with my studies and projects... projects and studies is so headache, recently got my results.. kinda disappointed...i nv expected my Quantitative skill gets A and my management i got C+ which i rem like siao?Memorize like no tomorrow... but i had done my best...Now, i have to start mugging for my Economics and Marketing which i feel so empty...i am not wat ppl thinking i am so smart wor... i also need to put in alot efforts den i get my deserve grade... just wish my two subjects will passed... guess i have to put in super duper extra efforts in it...as i know i really weak in..actually, deep down my heart has so many stuff that i wanna to speak out..but just cant... i really dunno how to say... actually, i feel that marriage is not an easy task to maintain...like wat ppl says.. love is easy but living under one roof is not very easy as u think...i dunno why i say like tat but this is what i feel... is this the reason..alot of married couple feel bored to each other soon? cos during dating, we hardly meet each other ma.. only weekends.. but married liao jiu everyday stay together? facing each other... ermm, i also dunno la... sometimes, i wish there is an angel who can guide me along...wat i actually really want ? haiz... i feel that this life , i am living for others not myself..i dont like to offend ppl.. and always put everyone feelings first instead of myself..regardless how unhappy i am... hais.. but nobody knows..i wish someone will eventually appreciate me.. haiz.. dunno wat to say guess here is the only place i can rant my stuff...
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